My diagnosis was one of many things that happened this year.
All told, a bad year.
Now I’m depressed and anxious. I’m not functional. I usually do function and keep going.
Yeh function, that’s the word not really live, but I function. It’s usually enough. Usually.
At the moment I’m below that threshold. Under the workable, day to day, do what I have to do stuff.
I know it’s not easy, I know what I need to do to ‘get better’ but I’m not sure.
I’m not the same as I was, I’m tired, exhausted, washed out. I just need to keep trying and get back on even keel and for day to day before I can be ‘fully back’.
How long? Days? Weeks? – I have no idea for now. It’s frustrating and annoying and difficult
Day at a time..